garlic prawn pasta

medsoc exam later.

still haven't studied much.

ok i read through the functional approach, critical approach, content regulation and newspapers.

and i read the chapter on newspapers on the bus. and the chapter on public relations too cuz i was bored.

but i can't recall a thing.

owell.

shall rely on fahmy's notes tml. shall read and reread them till the paper starts.

it's 2am.

this semester ends later, after the medsoc paper, at 11am.

woots.

condition zero, swat 4, football manager 2006, here i come.

woohoo.

not to forget shu's favourite... garlic prawn pasta!



now shu, don't you feel hungry? haha...

lyrics and a post

Rooster - Deep And Meaningless

I, I don't know why I miss you so much
Yeah I, I don't know why I still feel your touch
You, you left me feeling high and dry
With nothing, nothing but the question why

Yeah you, I guess you had another direction
And leaving me with nothing but a dead connection

Chorus:
If you call me today
I'll say that I'm fine
But I bet you can tell by the tone of my voice
It's just a lie
You knew what you had
You still walked away leaving me in this mess
My love for you is deep and meaningless

You, you knew what you were doing to me
And I, I guess I was too blind to see
Well you hit where it hurt and you fooled me so bad
But I'd do it again to relive what we had
(Damn that's sad)

There are many things left to remind me
Of a love that I just can't leave behind me

Chorus (Repeat)

i dunno why i'm still thinking of you. you seem to pop into my mind everytime i see chinablack. or nydc at heeren. the other day, shu asked me if i still liked you. and i said no. but somewhere inside i guess i still do. right now all that i'm asking myself is... the stuff that you said to me during that phonecall... the one where you told me why we should just remain friends... was it true? or were you just making it all up? cuz if what you said was true, i guess that the circumstances just made it impossible for us to be together. but if you were just faking it all, i guess i was just stupid to believe you. you told me... "if you get 7 i won be the one that lets go." i'll never forget that line. well... on a scale of 1-7, i guess i never reached anywhere near 7.

goodbye baby.

must study

two days left to medsoc.

i must study, i must.

argh.

the cigarettes keep me sane.

happenings

woke up today and decided to start on medsoc.

compiled all the notes, and headed down to nlb.

then lost the mood to study. again.

so went for dinner with shu.

but tong seng was crowded so i didn't get my chicken rice fix. :(

headed to hvcc after nlb closed.

cindy joined us and then we started playing the number game.

ended up drinking 3 (or 4?) gulps of some vile salt-pepper-sugar-water-imv mix.

but nana undoubtedly got it much worse. haha.

owell.

2 days left to medsoc exam.

time to mug.

tata.

(btw thailand is confirmed. 14-28 march. so my 22nd will be spent in thailand. woohoo. now to get some money to spend.)

lyrics.

Staind - Fade

I try to breathe
Memories overtaking me
I try to face them but
the thought is too
Much to conceive

I only know that I can change
Everything else just stays the same
So now I step out of the darkness
That my life became 'cause

I just needed someone to talk to
You were just too busy with yourself
You were never there for me to
Express how I felt
I just stuffed it down
Now I'm older and I feel like
I could let some of this anger fade
But it seems the surface
I am scratching
Is the bed that I have made

So where were you
When all this I was going through
You never took the time to ask me
Just what you could do

I only know that I can change
Everything else just stays the same
So now I step out of the darkness
That my life became 'cause

I just needed someone to talk to
You were just too busy with yourself
You were never there for me to
Express how I felt
I just stuffed it down
Now I'm older and I feel like
I could let some of this anger fade
But it seems the surface
I am scratching
Is the bed that I have made

making memories of us

well, marketing test is over...

all that's left is the medisoc exam...

and after the medisoc exam...

my bunch... MCMT110/T105... will no longer exist as a class...

and that's just sad...

cuz we've been through alot together...

from the early days of speechcomm...

the fun days in radio class...

and the seriously sickening days of writcomm...

to this sem's apple project...

rushing deadlines together...

trying to figure out what the hell bauhaus was...

telling each other to hold on at 2 or 3 am in the morning... while rushing for the final presentation...

and now...

we'll be year 2's in 7 weeks time...

more responsibilities, more work, more stress, more pressure, more of what we endured this year...

all i can say is i'm thankful that our class bonded really well... without much politics...

and i'm thankful that i've got some really good friends from this class... friends that i'll never want to lose...

you know who you are...

anyway let's have a hell of a blast these holidays...

drew :)

the truth will always emerge

I wasn't gonna tell you I could change things.
I'm afraid I never will know how.

(The Juliana Theory - You Always Say Goodnight)

there's a reason why you guys are my brothers.
it took the words of two brothers to show me that what i've been denying all along was actually true.
how could i have been so blind not to realise that i was taken for a ride.