druchu.
stop and think about your life. and then ask yourself why you bothered to stop.
Thursday, June 28, 2007
Wednesday, June 27, 2007
bah.
my head hurts. really. it's been like that the whole day. throbbing blood vessels and pressure behind my left eye and the usual pain in my nose.
the best part is,
there's more nonsense to come.
smile.
the best part is,
there's more nonsense to come.
smile.
Tuesday, June 26, 2007
just a song.
Feeder - Feeling A Moment
Feeling the moment the slip away
Losing direction you're losing faith
You're wishing for someone
Feeling it all begin to slide
Am I just like you
All the things you do - can't help myself
How do you feel when there's no sun
How do you feel when rain drops come pouring down again
How do you feel when there's no one
Am I just like you
Turning to face what you've become
Bury the ashes of someone
Broken by the strain
Trying to fill that space inside
Am I just like you
All the things you do - can't help myself
How do you feel when there's no sun
How do you feel when rain drops come pouring down again
How do you feel when there's no one
Am I just like you
All the things you do
Don't ever feel
that you're alone
I'll never let you down
I'll never leave you dry
Don't fall apart
Don't let it go
Carry the motion
Carry the motion back to me
Feeling the moment the slip away
Feeling the moment the slip away
Am I just like you
How do you feel when there's no sun
How do you feel when rain drops come pouring down again
How do you feel when there's no one
Am I just like you
Feeling the moment the slip away
Losing direction you're losing faith
You're wishing for someone
Feeling it all begin to slide
Am I just like you
All the things you do - can't help myself
How do you feel when there's no sun
How do you feel when rain drops come pouring down again
How do you feel when there's no one
Am I just like you
Turning to face what you've become
Bury the ashes of someone
Broken by the strain
Trying to fill that space inside
Am I just like you
All the things you do - can't help myself
How do you feel when there's no sun
How do you feel when rain drops come pouring down again
How do you feel when there's no one
Am I just like you
All the things you do
Don't ever feel
that you're alone
I'll never let you down
I'll never leave you dry
Don't fall apart
Don't let it go
Carry the motion
Carry the motion back to me
Feeling the moment the slip away
Feeling the moment the slip away
Am I just like you
How do you feel when there's no sun
How do you feel when rain drops come pouring down again
How do you feel when there's no one
Am I just like you
Monday, June 25, 2007
extract
due to the sudden dearth of interesting things to say, i'm going to post up a sample of my random writings.
proactiveness is a farce. it’s a waiting game. who does it first gets the kudos. but when there are no kudos, no rewards, no three-dollar-teddybear-won-at-the-funfair kind of perk or souvenir or otherwise useless junk, no one will do it first. and that is when the waiting game intensifies. the parties concerned know that there’s no point in initiating the first step. and yet the parties concerned have this little glimmer of hope inside that yes, today will be the day that one of us takes the little baby step. and sometimes that day will take ages to come. the planets sing, the stars dance, the new king of england is born illegitimately, and yet, the little baby step may not arrive.
ok that's all. stop reading now. lol.
proactiveness is a farce. it’s a waiting game. who does it first gets the kudos. but when there are no kudos, no rewards, no three-dollar-teddybear-won-at-the-funfair kind of perk or souvenir or otherwise useless junk, no one will do it first. and that is when the waiting game intensifies. the parties concerned know that there’s no point in initiating the first step. and yet the parties concerned have this little glimmer of hope inside that yes, today will be the day that one of us takes the little baby step. and sometimes that day will take ages to come. the planets sing, the stars dance, the new king of england is born illegitimately, and yet, the little baby step may not arrive.
ok that's all. stop reading now. lol.
Sunday, June 24, 2007
mundane.
spent the better part of today backing up the stuff on my 250GB hard disk.
deleted alot of nonsense.
owell.
brand new start, my friends. HAHA.
deleted alot of nonsense.
owell.
brand new start, my friends. HAHA.
Sunday, June 17, 2007
Saturday, June 16, 2007
excerpt.
just a song.
Well I'll hide all the bruises; I'll hide all the damage that's done
But I show how I'm feeling until all the feeling has gone
in other news, today was nice. :) i wanna rewatch heroes now. done with the tudors already!
Well I'll hide all the bruises; I'll hide all the damage that's done
But I show how I'm feeling until all the feeling has gone
in other news, today was nice. :) i wanna rewatch heroes now. done with the tudors already!
Friday, June 15, 2007
drew. i almost died today.
yes i did.
i decided to hop into a cab cuz the 132 i was on was v.slow.
the uncle decided to speed at 100kmh.
then he decided to ebrake.
i flew into the seat in front.
lucky i was slouching. if i had been sitting in the middle, like i do sometimes, i'd be the new superman.
only that this time, superman would be on the road.
fuck.
and all i could think at that moment, was how much i love everyone.
this is not emo shit, this is the truth.
it happened barely half an hour ago.
shit.
i decided to hop into a cab cuz the 132 i was on was v.slow.
the uncle decided to speed at 100kmh.
then he decided to ebrake.
i flew into the seat in front.
lucky i was slouching. if i had been sitting in the middle, like i do sometimes, i'd be the new superman.
only that this time, superman would be on the road.
fuck.
and all i could think at that moment, was how much i love everyone.
this is not emo shit, this is the truth.
it happened barely half an hour ago.
shit.
Thursday, June 14, 2007
Wednesday, June 13, 2007
from kris.
| You Have a Melancholic Temperament |
![]() Introspective and reflective, you think about everything and anything. You are a soft-hearted daydreamer. You long for your ideal life. You love silence and solitude. Everyday life is usually too chaotic for you. Given enough time alone, it's easy for you to find inner peace. You tend to be spiritual, having found your own meaning of life. Wise and patient, you can help people through difficult times. At your worst, you brood and sulk. Your negative thoughts can trap you. You are reserved and withdrawn. This makes it hard to connect to others. You tend to over think small things, making decisions difficult. |
Tuesday, June 12, 2007
roll call.
12:59:03 AM chu.andrew@gmail.com: and while im dreaming, i'd like a pony too.
1:05:31 AM chu.andrew@gmail.com: haha
1:05:58 AM klea_8@hotmail.com: ahahahahahah
1:06:05 AM klea_8@hotmail.com: i wanna unicorn
1:06:09 AM klea_8@hotmail.com: dream one up for me
1:06:13 AM chu.andrew@gmail.com: im a horse
1:06:25 AM chu.andrew@gmail.com: i blutack a carrot to my head
1:06:29 AM chu.andrew@gmail.com: faux unicorn
1:06:30 AM chu.andrew@gmail.com: ahahahha
halloween costume idea! hahaha...
1:05:31 AM chu.andrew@gmail.com: haha
1:05:58 AM klea_8@hotmail.com: ahahahahahah
1:06:05 AM klea_8@hotmail.com: i wanna unicorn
1:06:09 AM klea_8@hotmail.com: dream one up for me
1:06:13 AM chu.andrew@gmail.com: im a horse
1:06:25 AM chu.andrew@gmail.com: i blutack a carrot to my head
1:06:29 AM chu.andrew@gmail.com: faux unicorn
1:06:30 AM chu.andrew@gmail.com: ahahahha
halloween costume idea! hahaha...
Monday, June 11, 2007
boondock.
And shepherds we shall be,
For thee my lord for thee.
Power has descended forth from thy hand,
that our feet may swiftly carry out thy commands.
So we shall flow a river forth to thee,
and teeming with souls shall it ever be.
In nomine Patri, Et Fili, Spiritus Sancti.
*bang!*
For thee my lord for thee.
Power has descended forth from thy hand,
that our feet may swiftly carry out thy commands.
So we shall flow a river forth to thee,
and teeming with souls shall it ever be.
In nomine Patri, Et Fili, Spiritus Sancti.
*bang!*
Sunday, June 10, 2007
lovely.
if i had to rate my day on a scale of 1 to 10, guess what the magical number would be?
-10.
negative 10.
sigh.
so fun.
wow!
-10.
negative 10.
sigh.
so fun.
wow!
Saturday, June 09, 2007
blogthings
| Your Lust Quotient: 48% |
![]() You are definitely a lustful person, but you do a good job of hiding it. Your friends would be surprised to know that your secretly very wild! |
Friday, June 08, 2007
torrentboy.
just a song.
Maroon 5 - Nothing Lasts Forever
It is so easy to see
Dysfunction between you and me
We must free up these tired souls
Before the sadness kills us both
I tried and tried to let you know
I love you but I'm letting go
It may not last but I don't know
Just don't know
If you don't know
Then you can't care
And you show up
But you're not there
But I'm waiting
And you want to
Still afraid that I will desert you
Everyday
With every worthless word we get more far away
The distance between us makes it so hard to stay
But nothing lasts forever, but be honest babe
It hurts but it may be the only way
A bed that's warm with memories
Can heal us temporarily
The misbehaving only makes
The ditch between us so damn deep
Built a wall around my heart
I’ll never let it fall apart
But strangely I wish secretly
It would fall down while I'm asleep
If you don't know
Then you can't care
And you show up
But you're not there
But I'm waiting
And you want to
Still afraid that I will desert you, babe
Everyday
With every worthless word we get more far away
The distance between us makes it so hard to stay
But nothing lasts forever, but be honest babe
It hurts but it may be the only way
Tough we have not hit the ground
It doesn't mean we're not still falling,
Oh I want so bad to pick you up
But you're still too reluctant to accept my help
What a shame, I hope you find somewhere to place the blame
But until then the fact remains
Everyday
With every worthless word we get more far away
The distance between us makes you so hard to stay
Nothing lasts forever, but be honest babe
It hurts but it may be the only way
Everyday
With every worthless word we get more far away
The distance between us makes it so hard to stay
But nothing lasts forever, but be honest babe
It hurts but it may be the only way
Maroon 5 - Nothing Lasts Forever
It is so easy to see
Dysfunction between you and me
We must free up these tired souls
Before the sadness kills us both
I tried and tried to let you know
I love you but I'm letting go
It may not last but I don't know
Just don't know
If you don't know
Then you can't care
And you show up
But you're not there
But I'm waiting
And you want to
Still afraid that I will desert you
Everyday
With every worthless word we get more far away
The distance between us makes it so hard to stay
But nothing lasts forever, but be honest babe
It hurts but it may be the only way
A bed that's warm with memories
Can heal us temporarily
The misbehaving only makes
The ditch between us so damn deep
Built a wall around my heart
I’ll never let it fall apart
But strangely I wish secretly
It would fall down while I'm asleep
If you don't know
Then you can't care
And you show up
But you're not there
But I'm waiting
And you want to
Still afraid that I will desert you, babe
Everyday
With every worthless word we get more far away
The distance between us makes it so hard to stay
But nothing lasts forever, but be honest babe
It hurts but it may be the only way
Tough we have not hit the ground
It doesn't mean we're not still falling,
Oh I want so bad to pick you up
But you're still too reluctant to accept my help
What a shame, I hope you find somewhere to place the blame
But until then the fact remains
Everyday
With every worthless word we get more far away
The distance between us makes you so hard to stay
Nothing lasts forever, but be honest babe
It hurts but it may be the only way
Everyday
With every worthless word we get more far away
The distance between us makes it so hard to stay
But nothing lasts forever, but be honest babe
It hurts but it may be the only way
Thursday, June 07, 2007
today.
such a simple title, and yet it resonates with so much hidden meaning.
think about it.
"yesterday" was "today" one day ago. but now it's just "yesterday".
"today" will be tomorrow's "yesterday",
and "tomorrow" will be "today" after 24 short hours.
think about it.
what will you do to make every single "today" worthwhile?
a "today", spent with no regrets?
philosophical stuff, or just plain ranting, it's up to you to decide.
:)
think about it.
"yesterday" was "today" one day ago. but now it's just "yesterday".
"today" will be tomorrow's "yesterday",
and "tomorrow" will be "today" after 24 short hours.
think about it.
what will you do to make every single "today" worthwhile?
a "today", spent with no regrets?
philosophical stuff, or just plain ranting, it's up to you to decide.
:)
Wednesday, June 06, 2007
quizzie
| You Are An INFP |
![]() The Idealist You are creative with a great imagination, living in your own inner world. Open minded and accepting, you strive for harmony in your important relationships. It takes a long time for people to get to know you. You are hesitant to let people get close. But once you care for someone, you do everything you can to help them grow and develop. In love, you tend to have high (and often unrealistic) standards. You are very sensitive. You tend to have intense feelings. At work, you need to do something that expresses your personal values. You would make an excellent writer, psychologist, or artist. How you see yourself: Unselfish, empathetic, and spiritual When other people don't get you, they see you as: Unrealistic, naive, and weak |
same as jasmine sia. hahahaa.
Tuesday, June 05, 2007
Sunday, June 03, 2007
quizzie.
| What Your Peanut Butter And Jelly Sandwich Means |
![]() Your eating style is reserved. You are a bit of a fussy eater, and you have very specific ways you like your food prepared. You have an average sweet tooth. While you enjoy desserts, they aren't exactly your downfall. Your taste in food tends to be pretty flexible. You may crave sushi one night, and your favorite childhood recipe the next. Admit it, you're a little trashy and low class at times. You're definitely more comfortable at a tattoo parlor than the theater. You never really grew up. While your childlike innocence is charming, you often just come across as a big baby. Precise and controlled, you can be a bit anal retentive when it comes to how you like things. You're definitely a perfectionist. |
lovely.
it's a beautiful sunday morning.
the sun is rising, slowly but surely, and it's filling my room with light.
been long since i saw the sun rise.
can we watch it together someday?
the sun is rising, slowly but surely, and it's filling my room with light.
been long since i saw the sun rise.
can we watch it together someday?
Saturday, June 02, 2007
from perr's blog.
she's a cat.
i'm a bird.
haha.
sidenote: there's nothing better than spending quality time with your other half. :)
| You Would Be a Pet Bird |
![]() You're intelligent and witty, yet surprisingly low maintenance. You charm people easily, and they usually love you a lot more than you love them. You resent anyone who tries to own or control you. You refuse to be fenced in. Why you would make a great pet: You're very smart and entertaining Why you would make a bad pet: You're not interested in being anyone's pet! What you would love about being a bird: Flying, obviously What you would hate about being a bird: Being caged |
i'm a bird.
haha.
sidenote: there's nothing better than spending quality time with your other half. :)














