late night buzzing

i sneaked out for a ciggy
and my mind drifted to what i said in thailand
late at night
when i was sitting outside the room next to mine
with a bunch of funny people (you know who you are)

and

i realised that it all boiled down to this

the fact that

you'll never know if something you do
ends up being the last time you get to do it

which is why

treasure every moment like it's gonna be the last time

and

if it's not the last time
take heart in the fact that it didn't happen just once

but

if it is the last time
keep it in your memories and never forget

which is why

i'll never forget the many things that happened before in life

and

i know that there'll be many things to come
that will be worth remembering

whether

good

or

bad.

for lack of a better title

still haven't started on my creative journal and my website. still haven't started radio proper. still haven't done my podcast.

and now i have to interview some grass roots for newswriting and do the pr brief for apple@fms.

grass roots. hmph. oh i get it, antelopes eat grass.

the work is piling up, guys and girls, and this sem looks to be heading downhill for me.

got a dose of the good ol' emo emo last night. and no cat, it wasn't step. thanks for the concern everyone. i'm ok now. just that all the shit i've been stressing over kinda crashed on me at the same time. luckily there's someone who keeps me sane.

oh well, enough ranting.

on a side note my right eye was oozing some stuff this morning and it hurt like hell. only one thing i can say... what the hell was that all about? lol...

"God only knows all the places I've been
But I love this life that I'm living in
I won't look back to regret yesterday
We're not handed tomorrow
So I'll live for today"
(Live for Today, 3 Doors Down)

school

if a module has...

1 meeting a week, you can skip 2.
2 meetings a week, you can skip 5.
3 meetings a week, you can skip 7.

i'm getting ideas.

goodbye, antelope.

book of life

if life was a book
there's a chapter that i don't want a repeat of
there's two pages that i want to tear out and get rid of
there's a chapter that i wish i'd never written
and there's a chapter that i'm writing now that...
i wanna keep writing.

zoo

ok haven't updated in a while.

what have i done?

joined the world of ipod users
watched the wild with jas and nana
managed to stay awake in lectures (cuz im sitting in front. fuck.)

what have i not done?

started on creative journal
cleaned up my room

haha.

ok this entry was illogical.

im getting the 12" ibook. dun want my dad to shell out too much cash even though he got a bonus. see what a good son i am.

lol.

oh, and this is for our dear newswriting lecturer - POST THE DAMN LECTURE SLIDES ON MEL LA.

ah well i'm starting to rant again so i shall just shut up now.