druchu.

stop and think about your life. and then ask yourself why you bothered to stop.

Friday, April 28, 2006

we don't need no education

so school has started and i'm back to the routine of lectures and tutorials...

and i did something today... which i told myself not to do this sem... skip class... basically i woke up at 7.58 this morning... and webD class was at 8... so i just rolled over and went back to sleep haha...

anyway...

perr and i made life bad for some of the scavenger hunt kids on monday... haha... it got progressively worse... the first group only had to find the serial number for final cut pro on the laptop... by the end there were 3 decoys... haha... final cut amateur, final cut basic and final cut express... lol...

first day of school was on tuesday... i can say my class is pretty cool... haha... got my minah sisterr summore. ;)

had the last chiangmai gathering today... watched the videos done by heik's team and my team... (ok done by paul... heh...) memories memories... went gelare and harry's at holland v after that...

owell... school for 2 hours tml (friday) and then the bowling thing for the year ones... and then val's bday thingy at zouk! heh. sounds like a fun day. except the school part.

and... i miss you. have a good rest... bet you're all tired out from the book sale and school... ;)

goodnights everyone.

Monday, April 24, 2006

happy (repost. bloody internet explorer.)

ok back to school tomorrow!

mondays are free... since i have no IS module this sem... the trip to chiangmai was my IS module... ;)

anyway last week was spent in school... sigh... meaning, yes, i spent almost my whole sem break in school. dang.

edited the internet responsibility thing on thurs... last min job, took me 3 hours on my bro's ibook and FCP... but it was ok i think... the teachers liked it... so did director FMS... and the funny thing is, i had teachers (who i shall not name) coming up to me to say they found the prank funny... haha...

friday was orientation! hell lotta fun. took part in telematch 2... tony and me make a potent strikeforce man. haha ok, it's just catching balls in a basket, but i managed to get all, ok? haha...

saturday was spent sleepin at home... while sunday i met some of the mcm-ers... jarryl dragged me to town and he arrived later than me. grr.

owells... time to sleep... scavenger hunt tml. me and perr are gonna give the kids who come to the webD room a hard time. heh.

"Searching all my days just to find you
I'm not sure who I'm looking for
I'll know it
When I see you
Until then, I'll hide in my bedroom
Staying up all night just to write
A love song for no one"


John Mayer - Love Song for No One

i think... maybe... just maybe... i've found the one.


:)

Wednesday, April 19, 2006

thoughts

so everyone's saying how great azhar's party was...

and yes, my brother...

it was a great way to round off the holidays...

and as usual...

i don't remember most of the happenings...

except what i said to someone...

and i won't forget that...

oh and school starts in less than a week's time...

fucking hell...

back to the days of climbing the damned hill to reach the fms block...

and long boring rides on 74...

owell...

enough ranting drew...

shaddap. :P

Friday, April 14, 2006

songs of life

Found this on Cherylene’s blog! It kept me entertained for awhile... I was going through every question and looking up the lyrics. Some of the songs are apt... but some, not so apt. ;)

Instructions: Go to your music player of choice and put it on shuffle. Say the following questions aloud, and press play. Use the song title as the answer to the question. NO CHEATING.

How does the world see me?
Illusion - Creed


"I hear a voice call my name
Breaking trance so silent
So I can stay the same
Should I stay or go
Should I sleep or stay awake
Am I really happy or is it all
Just an illusion"

I guess I'm seen as someone who can be happy but has his emo days as well. Haha.

Will I have a happy life?
Castles In The Sky - DJ Sammy


"Do you ever question your life
Do you ever wonder why
Do you ever see in your dreams
All the castles in the sky"

Does this mean I'm gonna have a happy or sad life?! Bloody iTunes.

What do my friends really think of me?
Jake's Theme


Ok this song is from either a movie or game soundtrack. Doesn't provide any answers though. Haha. Maybe I'm not fated to know what you guys think of me.

Do people secretly lust after me?
I Feel So - Boxcar Racer


"I feel so mad
I feel so angry
I feel so callused
So lost, confused, again
I feel so cheap
So used, unfaithful
Let's start over
Let's start over
Let's start over"

Erm... Ok... Whatever.

How can I make myself happy?
In This Life - Collin Raye


"Love's not worth going through
If it all falls apart
I will know deep in my heart
The only dream that mattered
Had come true
In this life I was loved by you"

So am I supposed to find love or avoid love? Haha...

What should I do with my life?
I Like To Move It - Sacha Baron Cohen


"Woman! Ya Nice Broad Face And Ya Nice Hip
Make Man Flip And Bust Them Lip
Woman Ya Nice And Energetic
Big Ship Pon De Ocean That A Big Titanic - WOAH!"

What is this trying to say?! That I should be a pimp? Haha...

Will I ever have children?
On The Way Down - Ryan Cabrera


"On the way down
I saw you, and you saved me from myself
And I won't forget the way you loved me
And on the way down
I almost fell right through
But I held on to you"

Hmm... How to explain this?

What is some good advice for me?
Between Angels And Insects – Papa Roach


"Take my money, take my possession
Take my obsession, I don't need that shit
Fuck your money, fuck your possession
Fuck your obsession, I don't need that shit
Money, possession, obsession
I don't need that shit"

I guess I do obsess about money (or the lack of it) too much... Haha...

How will I be remembered?
Love Like A Bomb - Oasis


"Yeah i'm seeing
A whole other world in my mind
Girl I feel it
I'm breathing a love all the time
You turn me on
Love's like a bomb
Blowing my mind"

Hmm, this is interesting...

What is my signature dancing song?
One Night Is Not Enough - Snow Patrol


"Was it always only one night
That you ever wanted from me
It's not me that you love"

For starters, I don't think I can dance to such a song... And this brings back memories I'd rather forget...

What do I think my current theme song is?
Make 'Em Shake It (Sandy Rivera Mix) - Wahoo


No lyrics... The last time I heard this song was at Zouk's We Love House...

What does everyone else think my current theme song is?
Lost In Emotion - Lisa Lisa and The Cult Jam


"My dreams have just begun
Am I a fool
Because I don't know how you feel
And this new love for you, oh
I can't conceal oh
I'm lost in emotion"

Well, I guess I can get rather emo at times... Haha...

What song will play at my funeral?
Horny - Mousse T


"I'm horny, horny, horny, horny
So horny, I'm horny, horny, horny
I'm horny, horny, horny, horny
So horny, I'm horny, horny, horny tonight"

WTF. I'll HAUNT anyone who dares to play this at my funeral.

What type of women do I like?
Get Over It - OK Go


"Lot of knots, lot of snags,
Lot of holes, lot of cracks lot of crags.
Lot of naggin' old hags,
Lot of fools, lot of fool scum bags.
Oh it's such a drag, what a chore,
Oh your wounds are full of salt.
Everything's a stress and what's more,
Well it's all somebody's fault."

I don't know how to explain this one too... Haha...

What is my day going to be like?
Magic Summer Night - Cascada


"Com'on happy people get on the floor
Do you feel it so right?
So com'on raise your hands up, hands in the air
Magic summer night

School is out that's all what we need
Stars are shinning so bright
So com'on raise your hands up, hands in the air
Magic summer night (shakalakaboom!)"

Haha this bodes well for the day ahead...

Wednesday, April 12, 2006

caught in a landslide

The Postal Service - This Place Is A Prison

This place is a prison
And these people aren't your friends
Inhaling thrills through $20 bills
And the tumblers are drained and then flooded again
And again

Ther're guards at the on ramps armed to the teeth
And you may case the grounds from the cascades to puget sound,
But you are not permitted to leave

I know there's a big world out there like the one i saw on the screen
In my living room late last night,
It was almost too bright to see
And i know that it's not a party if it happens every night
Pretending there's glamour and candelabra
When you're drinking by candlelight

What does it take to get a drink in this place?

What does it take, how long must i wait?

Saturday, April 08, 2006

week in week out

so this week i managed to meet up with a few people that i haven't seen in a long time... shinyi, maddy, nana, lynn, shu, etc...

and i went back to school to edit the fms video... dang... i should have joined one of the other teams man... haha... really don't have the mood to edit the video rite now...

and today... met jj, jas and company for a movie... inside man... i dare say it's one of the better movies i've watched this year... unlike syriana, which bored the shite out of me... haha... and oh, happy birthday shear.

ok i've finally uploaded the pics i took in thailand... not that many though cuz i was lazy to carry the camera around... haha...

changi aiport
some weekend r&r
smoking hq
heikal's shaved leg
bbq prep
opium wars
mi 701

Wednesday, April 05, 2006

song

nice song. from grey's anatomy.

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Corinne Bailey Rae - Like a Star

Just like a star across my sky,
Just like an angel off the page,
You have appeared to my life,
Feel like I'll never be the same,
Just like a song in my heart,
Just like oil on my hands,
Honour to love you,

Still i wonder why it is,
I don't argue like this,
With anyone but you,
We do it all the time,
Blowing out my mind,

You've got this look i can't describe,
You make me feel I'm alive,
When everything else is au fait,
Without a doubt you're on my side,
Heaven has been away too long,
Can't find the words to write this song,
Oh.,..
Your love,

Still i wonder why it is,
I don't argue like this,
With anyone but you,
We do it all the time,
Blowing out my mind,

I have come to understand,
The way it is,
It's not a secret anymore,
'cause we've been through that before,
From tonight I know that you're the only one,
I've been confused and in the dark,
Now I understand,

I wonder why it is,
I don't argue like this,
With anyone but you,
I wonder why it is,
I won't let my guard down,
For anyone but you
We do it all the time,
Blowing out my mind,

Just like a star across my sky,
Just like an angel off the page,
You have appeared to my life,
Feel like I'll never be the same,
Just like a song in my heart,
Just like oil on my hands

azhar

ok this post is to help my fellow smokemaster out... basically AZHAR is having a PARTY on the 15th...

"Alrite . .tis isnt just a normal post . .its more of an invitation to all the people who i know,knew or would like to know me . . say pls do take note yah !!
Date: 15th April 2006
Venue: Home Team @ Pasir Ris Bungalow
Ok basically . . its the bungalows . .nearest to the spider web playground . .take bus number 403 . .get down at the round-a-bout.
Time: After 7pm . .that wud be 1900hrs to the weeeeeeeeeeee morning !
Cover Charge: Screw that !! haha . . ok..seriously . . if u're a DRINKER . .get 2 other pple to share along wiv u . .and buy a bottle of LIQUOR. No BLACK CAT is allowed!
If u aint a drinker than . . it'll be 10 bucks each aight !!
All this have to be confirmed by the 10th of April ok . .cos ..i need to take note. . .
Music: R&B, Hip Hop, Reggae
Reason why i'm doing this:
1. 2 of my crew members . .ORD
2. I move on to 2nd year in Poly.
3. DB Entertainment is at its full strength again . . and we want to celebrate our return wiv a BANG!
Alrite peeps . .if there's anything u're unsure of . .do kindly contact me at my email or msn
kewell_13@hotmail.com or my cell at 90479125."

Tuesday, April 04, 2006

today

met gel and paul this afternoon to review the chiangmai tapes at coffee bean serangoon gardens. bumped into a couple of nice people at coffee bean. bumped into eunice and crystal at the bus stop as well when i was heading home.

and i met shuying! finally! haha... had dinner at hvcc with shu, lynn and weisheng. disturbed poor nana who was working. sorry nana that we couldn't go for drinks tonight... but i'm really damn tired.

had a can of chang beer on the way home. brings back memories. good ones. memories of talking, drinking and smoking outside room 109 with a whole bunch of people.

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check this out. return ticket to chiangmai on tiger airways costs about 300 buckaroos. this is putting some major ideas in my head.

anyway perr, enjoy japan and see if you can smuggle back a pack of jap ciggies for me. =P

Sunday, April 02, 2006

more than words

azhar on vocals, jj on guitar...

more than words...

Saturday, April 01, 2006

hafiz

ok minah sisterrrrrr,

the backstreet boys aka hafiz video is up...